Fear Free Writing

Fear has always been with us since the beginning of time and it is one of our strongest emotions that we have towards things that we do not know of.  It is something that can consume you if you don’t know how to control it and it can either save your life or end it as well.  Fear is something you cannot not stop when your mind and body senses that it is danger.  Fear will always be with you no matter what you do, you just have to learn how to gain control of it and use towards your advantage.

In the time of the caveman it was fear that had kept them alive the entire time because fear is what made the caveman run away from something that was much bigger that him.  If he saw something scary or lets say he was at the edge off a cliff the caveman would not know how the high the cliff was nor did he know if he could survive if he jump off.  He didn’t know any of those things and he didn’t have because fear always came in which gave him a natural reaction to back away from the cliff which would save his life every time.

Fear can also be really bad at time especially in the modern would that we live in today.  The reason I say that it is bad is because lets say that you are driving on a bridge and a car hits and you fall into the water.  Right then your brain has a huge amount of fear which will cause you to panic and that is when fear gives you less of a chance for surviving.  If you let fear take over you completely then you will not be able to concentrate on the main goal, which is getting out of the car as fast as possible. The only thing you will be doing without controlling fear is you will be shaking and you won’t be able to focus on what you are doing.

There are two things that fear can do, it can either work in saving your life or it can help you end your life.  All you have to do is to learn how to control it and harness its power.  For example whenever I was driving I drove across a sheet of ice and lost total control of traction and started to spin but I didn’t left fear take over and start panicking.  I just controlled my fear and I was able to gain control of my car.  You should always try and control fear so that you can use it any situation and so it can you help you out in saving your own life.

            Life is one of the most important gifts that God can give to us because it is what we value most and want most.  It is worth a lot more that money and any kind of other valuable materials because without a life you cannot have money or materials.  What you do with your life is up to you because what you do every day affect your future because of all the decisions you have to make.  It is important that you always try and take care of yourself as much as possible to make yourself even better each and every day.

            Being able to live for most people is pretty awesome because you get to do whatever you choose to do in life because of free will.  You get to enjoy new experiences every day and you get to meet new people for form relationships with.  Its cool going to the movies and watching something that you have never seen before because you always get that adrenaline rush feeling which always feels good.

            I like to play to play on my xbox 360 because it is a really good way to burn up of some time especially whenever I have a lot of it and nothing to do.  It is always very good to play whenever I get extremely bored because playing video games always give me a good time.  The reason why I look to playing video games is because my brain is always fully engaged when I am playing and because the stories, guns, characters in the games are always to cool to play around with.  But the best part about playing video games is being able to play online with other people competitively.

            When I am playing Xbox live at night time I am usually tired in the beginning but as soon as soon as I start playing against other people who are good at the game then I start getting competitive and tend to wake up.  I always like running around the map and hiding and then wait for someone to walking by so that I can walk up behind them and take them out.  It is also fun to just be able to do whatever you want in the game and to always win every time.

Whenever I start losing in a game (I don’t like losing) my heart always start pumping faster and faster and I always get that adrenaline rush.  I think that the adrenaline rush helps me out because I feel like I have a faster reaction time, I can think faster and I just get better overall.  Whenever this happens I take out more people and I usually end up winning the game for my team members.  I also usually tend to blink a lot less whenever I am playing because when I blink even though I lost my eyesight for like .3 seconds that still matters a lot whenever I am playing a highly fast paced game.

            What I think the most important sense might be is hearing and yes all of the sense s are very important but think that hearing is the most important because of different reasons.  Using your eyes only allow you to see the front of where you are looking at but in the game people are usually coming up behind my from the side from the up top which is less than the front.  With hearing I always hear them coming from different directions, which makes look towards the way where the sound is coming from and that is when I take them out.

           

Freewriting

Fear has always been without us since the beginning of time and it is one of our strongest emotions that we have towards things that we do not know of.  It is something that can consume you if you don’t know how to control it and it can either save your life or end it as well.  Fear is something you cannot not stop when your mind and body senses that it is danger.  Fear will always be with you no matter what you do, you just have to learn how to gain control of it and use towards your advantage.

In the time of the caveman it was fear that had kept them alive the entire time because fear is what made the caveman run away from something that was much bigger that him.  If he saw something scary or lets say he was at the edge off a cliff the caveman would not know how the high the cliff was nor did he know if he could survive if he jump off.  He didn’t know any of those things and he didn’t have because fear always came in which gave him a natural reaction to back away from the cliff which would save his life every time.

Fear can also be really bad at time especially in the modern would that we live in today.  The reason I say that it is bad is because lets say that you are driving on a bridge and a car hits and you fall into the water.  Right then your brain has a huge amount of fear which will cause you to panic and that is when fear gives you less of a chance for surviving.  If you let fear take over you completely then you will not be able to concentrate on the main goal, which is getting out of the car as fast as possible. The only thing you will be doing without controlling fear is you will be shaking and you won’t be able to focus on what you are doing.

There are two things that fear can do, it can either work in saving your life or it can help you end your life.  All you have to do is to learn how to control it and harness its power.  For example whenever I was driving I drove across a sheet of ice and lost total control of traction and started to spin but I didn’t left fear take over and start panicking.  I just controlled my fear and I was able to gain control of my car.  You should always try and control fear so that you can use it any situation and so it can you help you out in saving your own life.

            Life is one of the most important gifts that God can give to us because it is what we value most and want most.  It is worth a lot more that money and any kind of other valuable materials because without a life you cannot have money or materials.  What you do with your life is up to you because what you do every day affect your future because of all the decisions you have to make.  It is important that you always try and take care of yourself as much as possible to make yourself even better each and every day.

            Being able to live for most people is pretty awesome because you get to do whatever you choose to do in life because of free will.  You get to enjoy new experiences every day and you get to meet new people for form relationships with.  Its cool going to the movies and watching something that you have never seen before because you always get that adrenaline rush feeling which always feels good.

            I like to play to play on my xbox 360 because it is a really good way to burn up of some time especially whenever I have a lot of it and nothing to do.  It is always very good to play whenever I get extremely bored because playing video games always give me a good time.  The reason why I look to playing video games is because my brain is always fully engaged when I am playing and because the stories, guns, characters in the games are always to cool to play around with.  But the best part about playing video games is being able to play online with other people competitively.

            When I am playing Xbox live at night time I am usually tired in the beginning but as soon as soon as I start playing against other people who are good at the game then I start getting competitive and tend to wake up.  I always like running around the map and hiding and then wait for someone to walking by so that I can walk up behind them and take them out.  It is also fun to just be able to do whatever you want in the game and to always win every time.

Whenever I start losing in a game (I don’t like losing) my heart always start pumping faster and faster and I always get that adrenaline rush.  I think that the adrenaline rush helps me out because I feel like I have a faster reaction time, I can think faster and I just get better overall.  Whenever this happens I take out more people and I usually end up winning the game for my team members.  I also usually tend to blink a lot less whenever I am playing because when I blink even though I lost my eyesight for like .3 seconds that still matters a lot whenever I am playing a highly fast paced game.

            What I think the most important sense might be is hearing and yes all of the sense s are very important but think that hearing is the most important because of different reasons.  Using your eyes only allow you to see the front of where you are looking at but in the game people are usually coming up behind my from the side from the up top which is less than the front.  With hearing I always hear them coming from different directions, which makes look towards the way where the sound is coming from and that is when I take them out.

           

Why I Am Scared of The Dark

Horror movies have been around for a really long time and they are only getting scarier and scarier.  The reason they are getting scarier is because people have been coming up with a lot more ideas of different monster and different methods on how to scare people more effectively.  Also the graphics of technology has been getting a lot better which makes monsters, demons, etc. even more realistic which makes it more scary.  Horry movies gives me an adrenaline rush and they don’t scare me any more because I am older but because I got scared more easily when I was little I was more vulnerable to being scared by a movie I watched a lot of horror movies when I was little which is why I ended up being scared of the dark.

 I did get scared of most horror movies when I was little but a few movies had the biggest impact on my fear of darkness.  One of those moves was called amity vill horror, which was one of the scariest movies I have seen even to this day.  The movie was mainly about a little dead girl (children in horror movies scare me the most) who was killed by her father and haunted the house where another family was currently living in.  The reason it scared me so was because whenever I saw the dead girl she always came out or was in darkness.  Every scene in the movie was a pop scene where the camera just zoomed at her face and there was always a loud sound at the same time, which made me jump. 

            I kind of felt like the girl could be real and that a ghost like that could be haunting my house, which made me, really scared.  After the watching the movie I noticed that I was in a dark room and I looked my closet, which was open, and it was pitch black.  After looking at it for a while I could literally see the little dead girl coming out from closet, I mean it was so vivid and felt so real.  And that is why I was really scared of the dark and not I am not scared anymore because I am older now and know that monsters aren’t really and there is nothing that is going to come out of the darkness.

Being On a Team

As a paintball player I had always enjoyed being on a team with my friends and always winning all the time.  I really love going paint balling because it is just so much fun to run around shooting people with paintball guns and getting them out.  I also like because it is really cheap and you don’t have to worry about having your own equipment because it is free when you pay a fee for it.  Sometimes paint balling does hurt whenever your get shot from like 4 ft away but the pain subsides after a couple of minutes.  Paint balling I think is the coolest hobby out there for many people. 

            When my friends and I go paint balling together we always like to work on different strategies and scenarios before the game starts so that we can maximize our chances of winning.  We also like watching other teams play against each other so that we would be able to observe if there style of playing.  Observing the style of teams is very important because when do figure out their style then we figure out the way of winning.  I think that learning the style of a team is the biggest advantage and most important information that we could get because we could build certain kind of strategies that is built for their playing style.

 For example if the enemy team likes to rush then our strategy would be to just to hide and for them because if they rush, then that means they are just going to be running down the field as fast as they can without concentrating on anything else besides getting down the field as fast as they can.  And that gives my team an advantage over the enemy team because all we have to do is just wait for the people to come to us and then take them out as soon as they get close enough.

            For a team that like to just stay back at their fort our strategy is just to creep up on them from all sides and get into a perfect position where we can see them but they cannot see us.  We would then try to count them off to make sure that the whole enemy team is in one place and we don’t have an enemy that is going around that is going to eventually shoot my team in the back.  Once we go through what I like to call phase one we move to phase two which where we start shooting at the enemy team from all sides trying to get at least one of them out which will give us a bigger advantage.  We try to shoot so that the enemy so much so that they wont stick their head and see were we are shooting them from which pretty much makes us invisible to the enemy team.  Once the enemy team is pinned down and scared I would run as fast as I could at their fort get inside and get like 2-3 people out and then I would give a call out so that my entire team could rush in and wipe out the enemy team.

Those were just some of the strategies that I use when I go out paint balling with all of my friends on the weekends.  Using my strategies could help you get an advantage over the enemy team and it will give you more of chance of winning.  I don’t think that paint balling is all about skill, I think that it is all about how well you work with your team and how good your strategy is because without those two, you will end up losing a lot more you than you should be.

             

Jung Typology Test

Jung Typology Test

When taking the Jung Typology Test there was a lot of pretty interesting questions that were asked about what I would do in certain situations.  I thought that the questions were pretty interesting because the questions where pretty much putting me in a situation and asking what would I do.  There were a lot of questions and for every question I really had to think about it before I gave an answer for each one.  The test was simple to answer, all I needed to do was put it in a yes or a no to complete each answer.

            I don’t think that the Typology test can really describe you or how you do things because the Typology test is simply just a test that someone made.  To the answer the questions on the test is very basic and the questions it asks are very basic as well.  The test gave out questions that put you in a situation and asked you what you would do and I’m pretty sure that the answer you gave to the test would be much more different that what you would do in real life.  If it was a really advanced test then I might be able to believe the test more because it would seem a lot more believable.

            The results I got back from the test surprised me because it didn’t really describe me at all or how I am as a writer.  I looked at the jobs that it brought up for me and I looked though and did not like a single one, which gave me even more evidence that the test did not really work.  The test simply uses the answers that you give it and puts it into algorithms to deliver you the results.  I really did not like the results that the test had given nor did I like the questions it asked because it was very basic.  It is just like an ACT test, if you get a low score it doesn’t mean you are stupid and that you were never be smart for the rest of your life or smarter in other areas.

            If there were a test out there that could describe your personality perfectly then nobody would even have to bother trying to figure who they really are.  People could just easily go online and take a test to find out who they are and then stick to the results the test gave them back and then people would never try to change.  People really need to just find who they are all by themselves without the help of anyone else or anything else.  I think that the only real test that people can take to find who they really are, are the tests that they face everyday in real life.  A piece of paper should not dictate or tell you who you are or how you write, the only person that should tell you who you are is you.

            The Typology does not help me in writing in college because I feel like it does not do a good job on giving out advice on what to do to get better in writing.  It does not give me want to learn about writing which won’t help me out at all.  I feel as if I just need to find my own way to help myself learn on how to become a better writer rather that using the results of a test to tell me what to do.